breath in.. breath out..

I cannot actually describe how I feel since our wedding is just two weeks away..excited..nervous.. worried..sad at times.. super I can't wait no more.. i feel for geri.. that I do also want these preps to be over.. grabe lang.. it's not that we are not enjoying..but hello? wish there's an easier way at a lower cost too! hehe! =D

I am thankful though that we are going through this stage..getting married gives you mixed emotions to the max! you experience a lot of things.. you're temper is tested to the fullest..wish I have lots of it.. wish I am one of those who can speak without raising their voice if annoyed or irritated..=( good thing Jeff is very soft spoken.. he can speak for me..

17 days to go.. here's my to-do list:

-shoes for me & mame
-pants and shoes for honey
-upgrade of flowers in church - (not yet sure, coz there's a wedding before us on that day)
-entou gowns, will be ready on April 3 pa. - kulitin ko na on March 31 sana ready for fitting.
-wrapping of gifts for entou and PS
-buy chocolates for the souvenirs - meron kame nakitang sale na impt chocs sa robinson's.
-entou flowers - will meet Tet next week for the payment.
-caterer - will meet Irish next week for the final payment.
-musicians - Jeff sent the song list already. waiting for confirmation from Edwin (Velvet Mood Musicale)
-reserve hotel preps.
-emcee - Jeff met Bobby Galang already and got good feedback. Nag-conive naman sila.. Ü

got my gown already..for Mame's gown try ko ulit mag scout. when we got home kasi i found her dress bitin..though okay lang naman.. eh gusto ko mahaba eh.. =(

what else? wala na ko maisip..

I missed my schedule visit to my dentist. haven't been to the parlor. just lik geri, I need to gain weight. wish effective yung mga chinese vitamins (which i haven't bought yet). worse.. some of the invites are still with me. but will send them out this week.. wish I can work 4 hours a day lang.. then receive pay for 8 hours.. hehe! joke!

lot of pressures! i do hope people would understand if we failed to send them invites. we really wanted to see the people who have touched our lives ever since we started on our wedding day.. but then again i hope they understand..for 5 years, its nice to know that we gained friends..if not..we maintained the friends we have.. Ü we can never forget those people who became instruments why Jeff & I started our love story..

hay.. need to rest na.. got a full packed day ahead.