Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Changing house..

Nde naman mashado obvious na wala ko ginagawa db?

Last night, bati na ulet kme ni Jeff.. alam nyo ba? Sobrang bait yesterday ni Ilo.. sabi nya sa aken..he went to greenhills to check on the gifts that we wanted for the principal sponsors.. hay..kelangan ko pa pala magalit ng sobra para lang mag kusa sya to help me out sa preps.. ang role lang nya kasi is ipag drive ako.. at financier..=D good thing na realize na nya.. so ang nkita nya is serving tray with decors and glass top ( wish tama pag ka describe ko).. ang mga pics kasi na kay Jeff pa.. =( (kelan kaya nya upload?)

Another thing na pinag usapan namin last night was our house.. last dec 20, I talked to the owner, ang sabi naka pag bayad na daw sa BIR.. and malalaman daw within that week kung kelan mare-release ang title.. sa kabutihang palad.. we talked to her last night.. nagbakasyon daw ang abogado nya na nag lalakad ng papers.. so "baka" within the week pa naming malalaman kung kelang mare release ang title.. baka lang un ah?

If I remember correctly.. august nag start na kme sa pag process, una sa pagibig.. ang daming delay..kesyo ganito, kailangan ganito.. hindi maayos ng broker, so ako na lang ang nag asikaso.. so ok na "sana".. ang problem naman is ung title nga..kailangan daw ipa-reconstitute.. hay.. ang processing started September/October and 2006 na halos.. same old status pa din kme..tama ba yan? Or mainipin lang kme..ako particularly..

Kasi naman..the reason why we wanted to get a property early so that we'll can concentrate on the preps since malapit na nga..and para ma-budget namin ng maayos..tas ganon din..mag cram din kme. =(

Mali ba? Mali ba?

Last week, I took a day off sa work just to find a condo. Condo naman ang option namin ngaun..ung mga nag lipana na rent to own.. sa 3 place na pinuntahan namin.. (one in edsa near mrt kamuning stn, sa may congressional ave.. tapat ng chery grocery, and ung spacio bernardo near Mindanao ave and Sauyo).. pinaka choice na namin ang spacio bernardo…why? Here’s the list of good/ bad points

Edsa kamuning
- mejo mahal
- bare pag turnover ang unit
- crowded. Parang isang building lang na hinati into rooms.

Congressional ave
- mahaaall…2.5M for a 2 bedroom unit
- maganda ang mga units..class
- mahal ang parking slot 495k!!?
- near lang sa cherry, sm, sa lahat.. kasi malapit lang to sa bahay namin.
- We can transfer agad

Spacio
- cheapest among the 3, less that 700k for 30 sq m unit
- furnished pag turnover ang unit, with vinyl tiles, with paint, and kitchen sink.
- We can transfer agad..
- With pagibig assistance.
- Malapit sa bahay namin, sa sm, sa mrt, sa fx stn..


Naisip namin ni Jeff na its better if mag start kme from scratch.. kahit maliit lang muna ung bahay namin, ang imprtante may matitirhan kme na sa amin talaga..Ü plus mas maliit ang amortization ng spacio, kasi nga mas mura sya.. one more thing, since we have plans to go abroad, if maiwan man namin ung unit.. pwede namin sya paupahan..investmet db? Nde sya mahirap ihanap ng occupant kasi nasa QC naman.. hindi rin mahirap punuin ng gamit kasi mas maliit ang space..pero I know, we can accommodate visitors naman..saka na lang siguro kme mag acquire ng mas malaking property pag ok na lahat.. nag sisimula pa lang naman kme.. saying din ung bahay sa cogeo, pero baka hindi talaga laan for us..Ü ngaun ko lang naisip.. if makuha nga namin ung sa cogeo, sana lang tuloy tuloy ang work namin pareho.. what if hinde? Mas malaki ang amortization nun.. mas mabuti na ung sa mas cgurado kme..

hay, life is really a gamble. Lahat kailangan pag isipan mabuti.. hay.. sana lang, ok ung decision namin.. mahirap din I give up ung cogeo, pero mas mahirap naman kung huli na ang lahat, before namin marealize na nde pa namin kaya, not as of this time.. one small step at a time..

almost gone..

After our Christmas breakfast, Jeff left and promised to be back, pero nde na sya naka balik.. may bisita na daw sila.. my joyful day started to be ruined. He didn't keep his promise that he'll be back. Hanging gabi bad trip na ko sa kanya.. ang mean ko no? Stubborn. I was nagging Jeff already.. kung ano-ano na ang mga sinasabi ko sa kanya..small things na hindi sya nag hug-back sa akin on Christmas eve, naalala ko and sobrang tampo talaga ko sa kanya.. and wanted to call off the wedding all because of the petty stuffs, like he lost my credit card bill, was crying all night,. Feeling ko kasi mashado na sya pasaway..na tipong lahat I need to organize for him. Tama nga si geri, buti na lang at love talaga ako ni Jeff.. at 2am I got a text from him, I thought kasi wala na talaga kme.. he texted me na i-work out namin ang mga problema.. was able to sleep na ng maayos bcz of that text.. the thing is, the next morning, got another from him that he's expecting a new set of friends that'll be coming over sa kanila in the afternoon.. eh hello! May usapan po kaya kme na lalabas kme ng Monday..hay.. hayun, sobrang bad trip na naman ako..

he tried na lambingin ako.. he went sa bahay.. and asking me to go with him to prepare food for his friends.. ayoko nga! Sa galit ko sa kanya, at sinabi ng ayoko muna sya maka usap, nasisigawan ko na nga sa galit ko eh.. I locked my self sa room..nde ko na sya ulet nilabas.. don’t care khet pagalitan ako nila mame at nag aaway kme.. ayun, nag sawa din..left a note sa may door ng room ko.. he won't bother me na daw ever.. that he's letting me go.. at that time, I didn't worry..but was neither happy.. I don’t know how to describe what I felt that time.. maybe kasi im still mad at him.. I didn't text him, nothing.

So that afternoon, I spent time with Bryan, since feeling ko pareho kme walang partner..so treat ko nga sya sa jollibee.. and funny, akala ng mga tao, anak ko si Bryan.. Ü nag grocery tuloy ako para makalimutan ang bad trip ko kay Jeff.. but still, makulit pa din.. sinusuyo pa din ako.. pero I was firm. No, nde ako mag papasuyo, dahil nag sasawa na ko sa ugali nya.. he'll promise na naman na he'll change..pero sooner balik naman sa dati..

Hanging gabi nde sya sumuko.. he went pa din sa bahay at 11 pm, when everybody's sleeping already.. he wanted to talk, pero as in ayoko! Since ayaw nya umuwi.. I got his things sa kwarto ko.. lahat sinoli ko sa kanya.. even our engagement ring..sinoli ko sa galit ko.. he was crying, begging.. pero that time ubos na po ata luha ko.. I pushed him away.. I said, I quit. Wedding is cancelled.

The next morning got no text message.. had coffee.. and muni-muni..as in blank ako.. dumating si ate..nag babayad ng utang sa akin.. I said wag na..sabi nya bawi na lang daw sya sa kasal ko..uh-oh.. can't hold back the tears.. pano ko kaya sasabihin na hindi na matutuloy ang kasal? Dati feeling ko, ako lang ang concerned sa kasal namin.. now my sister remided me of the wedding I'm planning to cancel.. sinasadya nyo ba? Tas ang all my life, na madalang ko na marinig sa radio.. is now playing! Hello! Christmas songs kaya patugtugin nyo! =(

Went to the office at lunch time.. kakatamad as usual.. napansin ni Monica na swollen ang mata ko.. sabi ko na lang.. sobra sa tulog..pero actually, if they knew me better, they can easily tell na umiyak ako.. had a chat with Gerard.. a married friend.. ayun..share ko lang ung situation ko.. sarap pa nga sapukin eh.. kinampihan pa si Jeff.. at ako pa ang mali.. nde ko matanggap na ako pa ang mali.. ang tanong ko.. blet kelangan parati ako umintindi..eh ako na nga dehado? Bket ako pa ung masama.. eh ako ung nasasaktan? Madrama na kung madrama.. pasensya na.. i thought I knew everything..

Hay.. sabi ni Gerard, ganon daw talaga..if mahal mo isang tao, tanggapin mo sya.. and I must learn to accept the fact na he'll spend more time with his friends and family.. since last naman na daw un..feeling ko kasi im the second or third priority na lang kay jeff.. he would remember me lang if wala na pumapansin sa kanya, and galit na nanay nya sa kanya.. hay.. corny, pero that's what I felt.. sabi nga sa isang comment sa blog ni reeyuh.. we are all fools pag dating sa love.. sabi pa ni Gerard, its better to lose your pride with the one you love that lose the one you love..

Maybe Jeff knew that line..that he really doesn't want to lose me.. kasi after an hour, manong guard is handing me a bouquet or flowers.. I was asking pa nga kung for whom ung flowers.. eh ako lang naman babae sa area ko.. 6 pink roses, perfectly arranged to melt anyone's heart.. when I opened the card, a sorry message.. Jetaime..reading the last word, alam ko na sa kanya galing.. and mejo hindi ko lang naman napigil ang umiyak.. I was sobbing on Jass' shoulders.. saka lang nila nalaman na we we're having problems.. and that I was not wearing my ring.. Sending flowers is totally not an Ilo style. but he did it still just to win me back..

Last night we talked already.. and told him I felt so tired na..and I hope hindi na maulit ung misbehavior ko.. hope ma overcome pa rin namin lahat ng trials along the way..

Sobra haba na pala ng blog ko.. thanks for taking time..Ü

Christmas 2005

We first thought and agreed that we'll celebrate this Christmas with our families separately, since this will be our last Christmas with them. But I guess things just happen as they should.

Morning of the 24th, got up at 9 am and prepared my ingredients since im cooking puto cake again. Despite the fact that I'm having dysmenorhea, just need to finish cooking these stuff since order to ng friend ng mommy ko..=P good thing my brother Ian was there to help me with the icing mixture and Jeff arrived just on time, to help us too. I guess he enjoys cooking with me..=D we spent the whole afternoon cooking puto and leche flan. Grabe kakapagod! Ü at 6pm, Ate Precy (my soon to be mother in law) and Grace (Jeff's sister) arrived. May wine session kasi si ate Precy and mame, alam mo na, ang mga mag kumare, miss ang chikahan pag ganitong season..=D sandali lang sila, they left din at 8 pm. Jeff didn't stay na din.. since we've talked about it that he'll spend Christmas with his family.

At home, mame and dade enjoyed the videoke.. take note, got a video of bryan singing alone. As if alam nya kinakanta nya, Unchained melody lang naman. Ü nakaka tuwa talaga pag may mga bata sa bahay.. I took a couple of pictures of Bryan and Arrianne ( my niece)..hehe! si arrianne baligtad, mag smile lang sya after ng flash ng camera hahaha!

After dinner, natulog na si mame, lasing eh..Ü si dade naman ka-session naman uncle ko hehe! Kaya at 11pm tulog ang mga tao sa bahay..usually naman talaga mas gising ang mga tao sa amin pag New Year.. thankful na rin ako dahil kumpleto ang family namin, walang may sakit, everyone's healthy. Though I don't have a gift yet for everybody.. bawi ako sa new year..I'm grateful for my sister too, since she was able to recover.. sa lahat ng mga naging problema nya..i can tell we're closer to each other ngaun.. at least complete ung family nya on Christmas eve..

Since tulog ang mga tao sa amin, Jeff invited me over..since sinabi din naman daw ni ate Precy na doon na lang ako sa knila..kasi alam nya na matutulog sila mame..=D

Kung gaano katahimik sa bahay, yun naman ingay kina Jeff..well mas marami naman kasi sila..at mas magana kumain mga tao sa kanila..Ü so napakain ulet ako..pero I wonder bket nde pa rin ako tumataba, khet malakas ako kmain..hehe! had a great time with them, puro kulitan ang maririnig mo.. buti na lang walang pikon sa knila.. at ako naman ang taga saway sa kuya nila na sobrang lakas mang asar!! Ü

After that, hinatid na ako ni Jeff, and this time I heard him mag paalam kay Ate Precy na he'll sleep over sa amin..

We never planned this Christmas, that we'll end up na makasama pa pala kme..isn't it great, waking up on a Christmas morning with your mahal? Ü so many blessings I got and I can never say thank you enough to the Lord for all of these.

Morning of 25th
We woke up at 9:30, kasi I heard na nasa baba na sila ate, his husband and si arrianne. This time of the year really makes wounds heal. Before kasi not in good terms kame with Kuya Bytes ( ate's husband) pero good thing he went over and sya ang lumapit kina daddy ko..a form of respect na din and pag papakumbaba..Ü I greeted him merry chirsmas when I went down. I showed arrianne a dancing santa (surprise gift sa aken ni Jeff before xmas). We had a family breakfast. Ang saya saya ko that time. Kumpleto family..and kasama ko si Jeff. Ü parang I don't want this to end.. as in freeze!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Christmas rush..

two days to go before xmas and i still haven't got a single gift for friends, family and as usual.. mga inaanak..hay..

wala na po kasi ako time, unlike before i can go home at 7pm..my schedule lately kasi is 12-10..aside from the fact that Im enjoying my sleep in the morning, kakatamad din naman talaga pumasok ng maaga.. im really not a morning person..Ü

by the way, two nights na kme busy ni jeff .. ooops! that's busy making puto cakes! i don't know if my friends can still recall me bringing puto sa school and sa mga simpleng gathering namin..=D wala lang, i am just so proud of my honey.. kasi he is now my great assisstant! =D and feeling chef na chef na sya hehe! he can prepare the icing mixture properly..and knows how to follow my instructions in measuring and preparing ingredients..Ü o db? minsan lang i have to watch him though, kung hindi.. malamang mauubos ang cheese ang salted egg na pang topping namin hehe! love u mahal..=D sabi nya masungit daw ako kasi tumitikim lang naman daw sya.. heller! meron ba tikim na half agad??! =D sorry mahal.. strict po talaga ako when it comes to cooking/baking.. but anyway.. we had a fun time making puto cakes..Ü sana nga marami pang um-order.. kasi yesterday i brought free samples here in the office..and got order for 7 boxes!! yehey!! pero last night.. sobrang nag kulang kme ng isang box..we can no longer afford to make another recipe kasi sobrang antok na kme pareho.. sa sunod na lang po ulet..Ü i'll be cooking puto cakes and leche flan tom..Ü

hay..i wonder if i am no longer a programmer.. kaya ko kaya palakaihin ang ganitong business? yung tipong mag export kme? para makatikim ang mga friends natin abraod..hehe! kaya lang.. baka naman maharang din sa customs like ung halaya ni beng..=( hay.. basta. one thing i know, cooking and food business is my fall back, if ayoko na mag program..=D

alryt..mejo mahaba na.. and i have to go.. kasi sikip na naman sa mrt.. =D

just wanna wish all my friends out there a very merry and meaningful christmas.. Ü

God bless! Ü

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

The big escape!

Last Saturday we went to Leo's Leisure Park to relax and unwind while celebrating our anniversary and we had soooo much fun over that weekend..may hang-over pa nga ako ng bakasyon..=D

Grabe we already left the house when I realized that I don't have my map with me. Ay sus pano ba yon? So mega takbo pa ako sa isang computer shop just to print it.. hay, and at that time Jeff had no idea kung saan kme pupunta, basta alam lang nya we're off to pampanga. We are both excited sa trip,and feeling ko nag mamadali si jeff mag drive.. kaso nag wi-wiggle ung car pag sobrang bilis na..kaya everytime na ganon.. kinakantahan ko sya ng "wiggle it.. just a little bit! " haha! =D but anyways, we're safe naman when we got to the place.

The place is beautiful, at first nga I thought nde sya ma appreciate ng honey ko..good thing he did. Malapit lang ung place, we were expecting nga na 2 hours pa ung travel time namin from San Fernando exit..then gulat na lang kme, ayan na pala ung entrance nung resort/park. Kita na namin agad ang mga horses and sheep na nasa field.

After organizing our things, we rented a boat and fishing rods. Nakaka tawa! kasi ako ung sa unahan na part then sa likod si Jeff. Eh maliit lang ung bangka namin.. haha! Tawa ko ng tawa kasi parang natatakot ako, naalala ko ung kina harbie na mas mabigat ung nasa likod ng bangka.. haha! Tas bawal ang extra movements.. kasi nga baka mag vertical ung bangka namin..=D tas ung pag paddle pa namin.. parang saliwaan kme? Buti na lang at umaandar kme..malaki ung lake/pond.. at naikot na namin ung buong lake eh wala pa din kme huli..=D it was our first time na mag fishing at si Jeff ang taga lagay ko ng bait. Hehe! Nag picture picture din kme while nasa bangka.. na tipong I would request Jeff to paddle more so maka punta kme dun sa mga angle ng gusto namin.. at feeling ko lahat ng kuha ko eh sablay..=D when it started to rain a bit, paddle na kme pabalik, kasi baka bigla lumakas nag ulan eh pag tawanan pa kme dahil sa pag mamadali mag paddle pabalik hehe! =D

After boating, we rested a while ang walked around.. relaxing talaga..sayang lang dahil cloudy, hindi kme maka pag star gazing nung gabi..then another first, our first time for a full body massage..=D sarap grabe..tas ang cool pa kasi ung room na nakuha namin is a fan room, no need for an aircon and under it, you would hear the continuous flow of running water..kasi sa harap naman is clear water pool.. o divah? Sobrang relaxing talaga..after the massage we had our dinner.. hay, can u imagine.. inaawat na ko ni Jeff ngaun sa pagkain? Grabe mejo creepy pa nga eh,, kasi natatakot ako whenever mag move ung mga bamboo trees.. tapos nung moring.. nagulat kme kasi ang lakas ng bumagsak sa roof ng room namin.. mga ibon pala.. ung ostrich daw! Haha! =D

After breakfast, ayan na.. gising na ang mga animals.. ung ostrich, naku po! Nang hahabol, buti na lang at naka tago agad ako sa malapit na mga shed! Tas try ulet kme magisda ni Jeff..this time, kelangan may mahuli kme para may pang lunch kme..=D


So tagal na naming palipat-lipat ng pwesto..tagal na din naming nag aantay.. lastly lumipat kme sa isang area na wala mashado current kasi nga dulong part na nung pond.. akalain mo ba naman na may nahuli si Jeff na isang malaking tilapia, as in huge! Kasi sobrang nag bend ung fishing rod..and hindi na maiangat ni Jeff kasi nga ambigat nya..I turned my back for a sec to get the cam, and ayush! The fish escaped!! Arrrggghh! Muntik ko maitulak si jeff sa pond sa sobrang inis talaga! It such a big catch then naka wala.. mas malaki pa sa mga nahuli the day before, kasi they had a Fishing competition..waahh! kainis talaga. We tried again, hoping mahuli namin sya ulet, pero feeling ko.. un na yun.. ayoko talaga umalis don unless maka huli kme ulet, pero its already 12nn and we had to leave na..sayang..=( d bale, babalikan namin ung huge tilapia na yun..

It's such a great weekend for us, and a memorable anniversary. Last anniversary na mag bf. Hay kakabitin ung bakasyon..=D wala kme ginawa kundi mag tawanan, at pagtawanan ang mga sarli namin..hehe! we're looking forward for more quality time together..ilang months na lang.. and finally we'll be staying together.

* upload ko po next time ung pics..

Saturday, December 17, 2005

5 years

Dec 17.. our 5th year anniversary..=D
and we are on our way to pampanga for another get away..since it all started with a getaway too five years ago..Ü

got to go..ciao! Ü

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Whole day together..

Since I was so busy these past few days.. today, have to make it up for my beloved..

Morning, have a scheduled fitting with tet for geri’s wedding. Call time is 10 am. And isn’t it so annoying when u have planned your days’ activities and then you realize that no one will baby-sit bryan? We don’t have an option kundi isama si bryan. I was suppose to leave the house at 9 am.. so ni-ready ko na si bryan prepared all his stuff. We’re ready at 9.. now, where’s jeff? He promised that he’ll drop me off katipunan, and isasama nya muna si bryan.. 9:30, and 9:45, bad trip na ako kasi ayoko na ma-late ulit sa fitting with tet.. nahihiya na ko kay geri.. since tanghali na.. bryan’s all set..nauna na nga ung bata sa gate..had no choice kundi iwan sya sa lola ko who was sick then..and tama bang umulan pa? so kawawa lang ung bata.. so better na iwan ko na lang..and bahala na kung uwi ng maaga si daddy ko..

Good thing, uwi pala si daddy around 10:30.. so may mag alaga na kay bryan..:)

Kainis pa, when I left, sya naman text ni jeff na he’s ready to pick me up..gosh tama ba un? So khet bad trip ako, as in galit na ako.. hinatid pa din nya ako khet na sinabi ko na wag na nya ko ihatid..so it ended up that he stayed with me hanga kila tet.

The fitting was fun. Natutuwa ako sa gown ko.. I need to buy a dozed pa ng papaya soap para pumuti ako. Para bumagay dun sa gown..=D and I can’t gain weight na.. as if naman tataba ako eh noh? kasi tama na ung fit nung gown sa akin.. minor lang ang revisions.. I just don’t know ngaun..think there will be a change in style for the geri’s ss gowns.. pasensya na geri ha? Wala ako mashado ma-icomment sa gown, kasi ok naman sya for me.. simple.. ung din naman ung gusto ko..elegante and simple tignan.. mukha lang wala pa dating kasi nde pa kme naka ayos.. but anyway.. I know everything will be beautiful on your big day..Ü

After namin kina geri.. sabit ako sa work ni jeff.. we visited ung work nila sa parc chateau, had lunch sa mcdo in ortigas.. then punta din kme sa valle verde 1.

Sa valle verde 1, nakaka tawa kasi kailangan naming i-maintain ung garden na ni-put up ni jeff for his client. Since bago pa lang sya, ung garden.. kailangan alisin ang mga san chai ( damong ligaw) hehe! So nung tapos ko na linisin ung garden sa harapan ng bahay.. I went to check out ung ginagawa ni jeff.. grabe, mag didilig lang.. ang tagal.. so inagaw ko ung ginagawa nya.. so while watering the blue grass.. I was standing there.. and then a thought came to my mind…that I wish it was our house we are in that very moment.. and my honey is watching me from behind while I do the chores at home. Hay.. wish a wish wish wish!! Konti na lang..

So after work.. I asked Jeff if he wanted to go sa baywalk..kaso I understand that he’s already tired of driving.. so we decided to watch harry potter.. funny thing is sa glorietta pa nya gusto manood, I suggested we watch in gateway, kasi we haven’t been there. Kaso he’s the driver..=D

We enjoyed the movie.. as always.. naka tuwa since may love interest na si harry.. and ang ganda ni Hermione..Ü tawa ko ng tawa sa part when harry smiled and the juice spilled off his mouth!! Haha!! Grabe TO un..

What a long day we had.. pero its not enough pa rin.. mejo sumisimangot pa kme pareho whenever we had to part ways at night. Hay patience..patience..

till my next blog..Ü

Honey’s birthday

Hello po..Ü think mag blog na ko, bago pa man mag dagdag ng mga wink wink sina beng at jane..=D
Jeff's birthday was last Nov. 18, and guilty nga ako eh..kasi sobrang busy ako, nawalan na ako talaga ng time to prepare.. months before it I planned to give him a surprise. Dami ko pinag tanungan na venue, and ang sama ko ba..ni isa sa mga yun nde namin napuntahan.. on that night, Friday, nag tampo pa sa akin si jeff, kasi I was suppose to go home early..as usual..work, so I left the office ng 9pm. To think na I don’t even have a bar of chocolate with me to serve as my gift. Good thing he’s late for a couple of minutes, I got the chance to drop by at 711, picked some items.. cheap noh?

Haven’t had dinner that time so when jeff arrived, sabi ko dinner muna kme at kfc since un lang accessible at that time. Before we went down, I gave him my gifts..=D kahit corny need to share this, kasi may mga meaning kung bakit ko pinili ang mga un.

I gave him, cadburry chocolate bar, the one with nuts and fruits..para the years ahead of him will be more fruitful, since mag ksama na kme by that time. Saka para mas maging sweet pa sya..Ü

I gave him, flat tops..it resembles more of me.. not because im flat.. but we all know naman na flat tops is still one of our, at least our fave chocolates..lalo na if tipid mode.. hehe! Na even if he can afford to have other chocolate bar, he’ll still crave for the orig one..so for me, it symbolizes loyalty. Na sa akin pa rin babalik ang mahal ko tumikim man sya ng ibang chocolate or nde..=D

I also gave him, Pringles.. para once you pop, you can’t stop. So for us, when we finally get together.. we won’t stop realizing our dreams.. dreams of helping our parents.. our friends.. those people who have helped us all along.

Lastly, I gave him a bottle of san mig.. not that I want him to get drunk..(no wink*wink*!!)
But bcoz sa aming samahan.. walang iwanan..=D haha! Tama ba? Or mali ung mga tag line ko? So un.. I pray lang na wala na talagang iwanan..coz I really can’t imagine my life without him.. just the thought of it makes me cry..

So ayun.. ganun lang ka simple ang birthday night ni jeff.. corny pero I know were happy together.. =D

Love you so much honey.. muah!! Ü

Thursday, November 17, 2005

It's our monthsary..Ü

yeah today is our 59th monthsary..Ü
and i know tampo sa akin honey ko kasi for these past few weeks, sobrang late na ko umuuwi.. and we have to be satisfied sharing moments over a cup of hot choco in a convenience store at night..sniff.. pipi monthsary mahal!! Ü corny noh, wala man lang special celebration.. u just wait.. hehe! =D

ciao! uwi pa lang ako..

Monday, November 14, 2005

Ehem..ehemm

Hmmm.. so hindi ko ito dapat ginawa, wala lng, wala lng akong magawa =p, sigurado blag! Ang aabutin ko when she reads this one.. ako na lng muna ang mag she-share ng 25 facts about your friend anshe..from harbie’s blog..hehe (don’t worry mahal, you’ll be fine)..

25 Facts About Anshe nag according to Jeff:

1. Anshe always wakes up in the morning on her 7am alarm, and when she’s up already, the wake up call will let her know na she still have 3 hrs more to sleep kasi anyway babangon talaga sya ng around 10am..
2. Pag sya nagstart mangati ang ilong, so help us god! Dahil what ever you do, di mo sya mapipigilan sa kakakamot..Don’t be surprise pag nakita nyo sya one time, burado na yong ilong nya..=p Jetaime Mahal!=P
3. She has problems most of the times when she buys her shoes kasi, malapad na pandak ung feet nya!..pero mahal n mahal ko sya..
4. Di sya kumakain ng talong or any veggies na slimy..pag sa karenderia or SM Food court kami kakain Lechon Kawali is mostly on her menu..
5. There’s one thing that would make her upset pag kumakain..langaw..she wont make subo unless it’ll leave..all of them..
6. Magana naman sya kumain lalo na when we’r together, kaso di sya tumataba..sipag kasi sya eh, it’s the stress, at work..tsuptsup mahal..
7. She loves all of the dishes na luto and prepared by her mom, she’s so proud of her mom’s cuisine..i can attest to that.. kaya ako tumaba..hehe
8. Yes! she has learned to drive my car na..=P kailangan na lang matuto yung kasalubong naming mga sasakyan or pedestrian na umiwas sa kanya..
9. There are numerous times pag magkasama kami on a date and she’s excited..nadadapa sya or natatapilok sa mga stairs!..ng mall!I love you mahal..
10. She makes the best “puto” that you could ever have in the entire galaxy.. sarapsarap..
11. Most of the times, Di sya naliligo on Sundays..pwera lng pag pupunta ako sa kanila..=P
wu-ay-ni po bebe..=P
12. When she’s at home, she can do all the house chores kahit mag isa lng sya..specially on Sundays..(yun naman pala kaya di sya makaligo)..sipag sipag talaga ng baby ko..=P
13. She seldom rest or sleep when she’s off work or at home, she always find something to do that’s kapaki-pakinabang..sipag sipag talaga..
14. She never runs out of tissue sa bag nya kasi parati syang nag s-sneeze.. No wonder kaya punong puno parati ang bag nya, joke..very hygienic lng talaga sya..except sa No. 11..joke ulit..
15. She remembers dates, b-days of friends (to think na madami sya friends!), special dates and events..pati utang ko..=P
16. You see her mole db? Nakuha nya yon sa daddy nya..same location and features..thank god mole lng yung nakuha sa daddy nya..peace mahal!teka, totoo naman eh! =P
17. She loves to eat, watch movies, tiange and bazzars (lalo na!), wedding items etc, shopping, chips, hot choco =P and sleep ..sneeze, kamot..di sya masyado mahilig sa sweet foods..
18. She knows how to swim na as of now, she has improved so much since we started on the training.. no wonder hindi na sya hikain unlike before..
19. She’s so versatile and outgoing, can fit into, well almost in any shoe..its her quality that made me fall in love with her on the first time we met..
20. Never interrupt her when she’s working on her projects, or when she’s talking.. it upsets her..
21. Sometimes nagsasawa na sya on her work dahil sa stress, she dreams of establishing a business of her own, resto or an internet café..
22. She talks, acts straight with no nonsense .. at the same time very sweet and loving..
23. She hates liars and frauds, she doesn’t tell lies.. its her greatest pride..
24. She always want to be hugged and snuggles .. indeed I love it really when we hug each other..
25. She and I will get married very soon and have the greatest day and days of our life.. Jetaime so much mahal.. =P

Thursday, November 10, 2005

shoo shoo!!

hay.. mga kagandahan kong friends, pasensya na kung nde pa ko maka pag blog.. dahil madami pa kelangan tapusin dito sa office.. this week is testing week. by friday, hopefully all errors/issues are fixed. hay.. ang dami ko gusto i-blog.. =(

ok, dito po muna..Ü god bless!

Monday, October 10, 2005

The Venue

Finally..we have our reception venue and its gonna be in Valle Verde 6 Club house..Ü

Last Friday we went there to pay the venue fee, good thing I talked to Benedict ( fellow W@wie ) ..he helped us in the reservation of the place, actually friend nya ang nag reserve for us. Bait db? So pag dating namin dun ni Jeff, ang sabi nga naka reserve na daw w/ ..(i won't mention the name na lang.) buti na lang I asked kung ano name ng friend ni Benedict and good thing din na napa reserve nila..Sobrang thank you talaga sa knila..Ü

That day din, there's an event, wedding din.. so naka set up ang lahat, tables, platform for the couple, sound system.. so we got an idea of what our setup would look like..syempre iba sa knila db para masaya! ayan ang dami na agad ideas ang naisip namin ni Jeff.. nag video-video pa kme hehe! pero nde naman na kme lumakad sa gitna..=p tas ilang minutes lang.. buti nasa labas na kme.. dumating na ung bridal car hehehe! =D

after namin sa VV6 nag punta naman kme sa divisoria, nagcanvass para sa gowns and barongs.. we got the cotanct / shop from W@w din..kaso since ang plan lang is mag canvass.. wala ako dala na sample ng mga gowns.. nakaka tawa nga eh.. kasi ang una namin pinuntahan ung Baby's Embroidery Shop.. tas ung girl na staff dun.. syempre tanong-tanong.. tas nahalata nya cguro na tumitingin ako sa katapat na shop..kasi meron ako nkita dun na okay ung design..akalain mo ba naman na ayaw na kme paalisin..sobrang nde pa kme tumatawad..binababa na agad nya mga price..oh db? pero sana talaga sila na ung pinaka ok dun.. sanay kasi ako na nag lilibot muna then compare tas saka pa lang makipag deal.. so ang nangyari nga is dun na lang kme naka punta kasi okay naman ung mga products/gown nila..nde na kme lumibot pa.. imagine before kme mag punta dun sa shop ni ate Melda.. umabot kme sa dulo..as in dulo ng divisoria.. kasi un ung nakita namin na Jollibee..tas meron din Tambunting na malapit sa Jollibee.. yun pala..lampas na kme..so balik kme ulet khet pa malakas nag ulan ay nag lalakad kme ni Jeff..hay.. buti na lang at game si Jeff sa ganon at hindi umaangal.. ako pa nga nag co-complain eh.. kasi napuputikan na ung paa ko..=C arte noh?

after namin sa gown..nag ikot kme sa ilaya.. para magtingin-tingin ng souvenir / inivitations.. so ang plan.. si Jeff ang gagawa ng design tas kme na lang ang gagawa para mas tipid nad personalized talaga.. hay..nakakapagod pero masaya! last week sobrang stressed ako dahil sa dami ng problema.. but now.. na re-charge na naman ako.. thanks to my honey at sobrang patient nya on me..

hope everything will fall into place..Ü next time ko na upload ung mga pics.. yun muna.. sunod ulet! Ü

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

what ever!

mahirap din pala mag isip ng title for a post.. like ngaun wala ko maisip.. Ü
thanks geri and harbie ah? have lots of reasons pala not to bother too much about sa loan namin.. baka mashado lang namin namamadali kaya feeling pressured kme..

these past few days, tumatambay kme ni jeff sa isang convenient store near gas station..teka, nde po kme suma-sideline! we're having a cup of choco while discussing what went through the day..mga naging problema..mga ka-cornihan sa ofc hehe! and I think okay sya kasi it's our quality time together.. syempre we argue sometimes, but the thing is.. maayos kme nag hihiwalay at night..Ü ung mga details kme dalawa lang talaga nag so-solve.. nakaka tuwa. just last night, okay kme the whole time mag kasama kme, then pauwi na lang saka pa ko maba-bad trip! pasaway diba? nde talaga ko makatulog dhil bad trip ako.. kausapin ko nga sya sa fone para lang mag ka intindihan kme.. and its great kasi naka tulog ako ng mahimbing..Ü sobrang himbing nagising ako ng 8.30am, sya pa gumising sa aken! naku po pano kaya ito pag sa antipolo na kme? anong oras kaya ako darating sa office if magising ako ng 8.30?! nyay! =D

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Should I worry?..

Everything seemed to be fine not until yesterday, when Ate Miriam came to see me and asked for my valid ids and said that we’re having problems with my ITR. Okay fine, I’m aware of that fact and actually foreseen the possibility of this situation, but not to the point that we have to cash out something. It wasn’t planned, and now the dilemma is, should we find other options to “solve” the problem with my ITR or just give them what they want though it’s not very ethical.

Naisip ko tuloy kung ano ung sabi ni geri,.na parang if its not meant to be, then don’t push it too hard.. baka talagang nde ukol.. pero I think it’s just a matter of choice. Pero baka may reason din kung baket kme nagkakaproblema ng ganito. Hay, bahala na nga si batman..

Ayan tuloy.. feeling ko blurred na ung picture ng soon-to-be house namin. Well, we’re yet to decide. Under negotiation pa. Ü

will post again for updates..

updates: talked to ate miriam, she'll find an option daw, maybe i-loan na lang daw namin sa banko. hay,,hope it will be ok na.. at least, one thing learned, we should never give up or lose hope easily.. mas maliit din daw ang interest pag sa bank, 10% pero feeling ko ung iba nga banko mas mababa pa..sa PNB daw i try ni ate miriam, kasi me kilala daw sya dun..(fingers crossed..) hopefully maging vivid na ulit ang picture ng bahay..Ü

Monday, September 19, 2005

Panic mode..on a Monday!

Last night I transferred our guest list in excel.. just to get a glimpse of the number of our guests..imagine we are planning not to exceed 250 pax.. nung mag total na ako eh 282! grabe, hirap naman mag trim down..hay.. no matter how we try na mag cost cut sa ibang details ng wedding.. biggest part talaga ang sa caterer..hay.. saan kaya ako pde mamulot ng pera? meron pa kaya magic hen ngaun na mangitlog ng ginto?!

sobra nagbranch out na problema ko.. wish pa naman namin bumili ng laptop.. my new fone..hay..Ü

got to find a sideline..sideline..sideline.. pde kaya ko sa timog? hehehe! bugbugin ako ni Jeff.

hay.. maka pag trabaho na nga..Ü

Friday, September 16, 2005

blocked again

hay naku, bket ba kasi parati na lang bina block ang mga yahoo mail, etc. =C
nde ko na ma access ang yahoo and gmail ko.. bad trip talaga. un na nga lang ang consuelo sa mga devs eh..(arte!) pero db? nag babayad naman sila eh may pa block-block pa, wag lang sabihin na security chuva, eh kaya nga me mga system admin.. kaso tong mga sysad block ng block..hay naku talaga!.. nde naman halata na bad trip talaga ko db?

d bale na nga.. wala din naman mangyari..buti meron pa din ako ym hehe!

chow muna.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Partially Ours..

yahoo! downpayment was made last night already.. so we partially own the house na..hehe! we're so happy! now its time for "tipid mode" ..Ü
apparently, before we part ways (ni jeff) kagabi, he mentioned that a "friend" of his texted and said that she's happy for our engagement.. dapat ba kong maniwala? because im uneasy with that kind of thought.. kasi naman its seems like a threat.. sana lang, that friend is REALLY happy for us.. kasi if there's something behind that text message..naku pow! nde ko lang alam.. hindi lang ako maka-react mashado kasi im not yet the wife.. hay.. paranoid lang siguro ako..sana nga.

basta masaya kme ni jeff, and i won't let anything come between us.. happy mode ulit ako..Ü

Saturday, September 10, 2005

The Church..Mary the Queen Parish!



Finally, we have reserved our church for the wedding..located in Madison St. in Greenhills, near Xavier school.

actually, we already made a tentative reservation last august pa..unfortunately.. we had no time to do the reservation, and mejo undecided pa kami about the venue, whether we're having a garden wedding or indoor ba? so kanina, ( i-kwento ko na para mas masaya!) we went to intramuros, just to take a look at the garden venues that we see at the internet..we went to Puerta Real, ganda ng view..and wala ako mai-reklamo..dahil, khet buong barangay eh pde namin invite.. Ü imagine at 12 noon we were there taking pictures! na tipong kaming dalawa lang ung tao! tas meron isang foreigner na ewan ko ba kung photographer ba talaga un.. he's also taking pictures.. mega pa cute kme ni Jeff, kasi feeling namin kasama kame sa pics nya! hehehehe! anyways.. so napagod kme.. and we decided to go to Manila Aquarium..(katabi lang sya ng Puera Real) to see the diff fishes (malamang!) while nagpapalipas ng init.. and kakahiya man aminin.. ngaun lang ako naka appreciate ng shark! and sobrang lalaki ng mga isda! kakatakot tingnan.. sabi nga ni Jeff parang ang sarap daw ihawin!!! hahahaha!

then after, we went to baluarte de san diego, so picture-picture kme ulet. feeling foreigner kme..and we enjoyed the view..at least nde man kme dun mag celebrate ng wedding, we were able to enjoy the place naman.. na kme dalawa lang talaga..sad part is, we weren't able to ride the kalesa..nde pa kasi ako nakasakay nun.. pedicab lang kme.. hehehe!

after intramuros, although we both loved the place, we know for a fact that we can't afford to have a garden wedding, magbranch-put na lahat ng expenses..addl flowers, chairs, setup..etc. Jeff suggested that we make a "tally-sheet" for all the venue that we are considering, UP Church of the Risen Lord, Puerta Real, Baluarte de San Diego, and MTQ(indoor)..we considered the view, cost, Parking lot, electricity, Cr's, accesibility of the place..and alam nyo ba? the winner is..(drum roll!) Mary the Queen Parish! with 76% oh db? hehe!

finally, we have a church na.. and we are both happy with the decisions we are making..no regrets in the end kumbaga..kasi pinag isipan namin dalawa.. so happy! for this another accomplishment.. eto pa, while we were filing the application form, meron daw nag inquire if available pa ang April 8 at 3:30,..buti na lang at sakto! reserved na namin..kung hindi naku pow! change date kme..Ü

hay haba na pala post ko..next time ulet! antok na ako..Ü

Friday, September 09, 2005

One major accomplishment..


last night we went to isarog st. QC to meet Mrs. Lacorte, owner of our prospect house..now it's gonna be our house-to-be.. since Mrs. Lacorte agreed that we pay only 100k as downpayment..galing db? Ü pero sad to say, nde kme nakatawad kahit man lang 50k.. hay.. pero d bale na.. we are thinking na we have to be thankful na that she agreed on the dp..that's a big help already since we are getting a loan to pagibig for the payment of the property..at least nde na namin problemahin saan kme kukuha ng malaking pang-down in case db? Ü

we are soooo happy! we have a house we can call our own na.. well, almost.. hehe!

come monday, Jeff will meet Mrs. Lacorte again to make the downpayment.. ate miriam (broker courtesy of geri! ) will also be there since she will prepare the notarized contract to sell document. so everthing will be legal. hay im so excited! lalo na si jeff, kasi it was his plan (& will) talaga that we hopefully get a house before the wedding..now, he made it! thanks mahal! muahh! Ü

ofcourse i want to mention, my deepest thanks to my thesis-partner, soon-to-be-neighbor geri.. kasi she was the one who accompanied us to cogeo and introduced to ate miriam..if not because of her, we won't be able have our house2b..thanks so much Geri! besides, i know the same house din ung prospect nila before..sana talaga maging neighbors tau tp.. sana makakuha na din kayo ng property..God bless you and Raymond..Ü

(picture courtesy of geri ulet! )

yun po muna, work muna ko..

Thursday, September 08, 2005

..Back in each other's arms

yup.. you read it right, we're back in each other's arms after a night of fight and blaming..
I even thought that night that the wedding won't push through.. bcoz Jeff had already said that he's pissed off with me..=C well i can't blame though, i was always the one who demands..and dictates..im the dominant bitch.. (okay..i must admit).. I never forgot that we are partners here..but what im doin with our relationship doesn't imply that.. I was always blaming him of not doin' this and that.."you should have done this..", "haven't I reminded you already?.." those were the common phrases that you would hear from me..when we're together at least..

i even said that he doesn't console me whenever i feel bad about not getting my prospect venue for our wedding.. but i did not even bother if he's okay or if he's having problems with his work/projects..

well both of us have our own shortcomings..and sad to say..we had to make each other's eyes swolen for crying.. just to realize the fact about our relationship..

i think, our love for each other holds us togother..that no matter how stubborn Jeff is.. and how domineering I maybe.. we would still be here for each other.. because I know that if I were to retain one last important thing in my life..it would be Jeffrey..

Saturday, September 03, 2005

House-hunt

our wedding day is scheduled on april 2006, pero as early as now, we are looking for our house na..just to be safe.. we might spend a lot for the wedding..and we have to make sure that after that day..we have a place we can call our own..=)

buti na lang sobrang mabait ang tp ko..sinamahan nya kme sa cogeo, antipolo.. and introduced us sa kanyang broker.. we visited this red-yellow house..worth 1M.. bagong renovate sya.. nice ung location, though the street going to phase 5 is narrower compared to other streets.. It has a garage since the lot area is 218 sq.m. According to Jeff, the house is at around 90 sq.m. we were able to see the inside na din.. 2 bedroom.. mejo maliit ung loob..pero for a starter like us.. ok na un..if we wanted to improve something, maybe at a later time na cguro..ang concern lang namin is we can transfer there anytime we want.. kumbaga kme na lang un ina-antay ng bahay hehehe! maluwag ung harap and ung likod.. we are thinking pa nga to setup a garden sa likod..and maglalagay kme ng hamok(duyan) hehehe!

CR..we will modify the bathroom kasi mejo maliit ung sink..good thing meron na kme item na gusto ni jeff for the cr.. pero teka.. nde pa pala namin binibili to ha? hehehe! puro plano na eh noh? tom we will meet the owner of the house, Mrs. Lacorte, and we'll try to make tawad.. =D sana pumayag.. by the way the owner agreed na 100k lang ang downpayment namin.. then i-loan namin sa pagibig ung remaining..basta sana makatawad pa kme..=D pinag uusapan na nga namin ni jeff ung mga gagawin namin improvement sa bahay.. like kme dalawa ang mag paint.. kme gagawa sa garden.. kakatuwa..=)

Sana we are making the right choice, kasi wala naman na kme iba mkita na 1M tas 200sq.m ang lote, lalo na sa qc noh? almost same lang din naman ung layo, the last time we went to antipolo, 22 kms from cogeo to tandang sora.. and from cogeo to makati, 1 hr lang din.. madami din fx goin to makati.. plus! maging neighbors pa kme ni geri!!!

hope everything will fall into place.. Ü

After a long break..

yes am back.. after a long break from posting hehehe!
dami ng nangyari.. after ng bridal shower ni harbie, came the wedding day..the despedida.. the house hunting sa antipolo with geri..and a new work!

grabe granda ng wedding nila harbie and alfredo! and nakaka tuwa ung groom kasi you can see that he's emotional and i bet everybody can tell that he loves harbie so much!! saka nakaka tuwa sila kasi bungisngis-an silang dalawa hehehe! obviously they enjoyed their day.. Ü

nung despedida nila harbs and alfredo (mon. aug 22 05) naman wala sila geri and roni .. eh kasi naman lakas din naman ng ulan non.. aside from its a monday night.. hirap talaga mag pa gabi knowing you have a work the next day.. grabe obvious din that they enjoyed their honeymoon.. saya nga ng kwento nila, at as usual tawa kme ng tawa hehehe! pero the sad part is.. they are leaving in two days..so wish man namin umuwi ng maaga, we opted to stay a while pa coz we'll miss harbie na.. i don't know when will they be back.. pero as i've said to harbie.. the kada will have its "re-union" at las vegas!! hahaha! oh db? bonga-cious! hay harbie we'll surely miss you..

btw, aug 22 was first day at sgs.. my new work place.. since im working under primetec now. ok yung company.. nice people to be with.. friendly si jass, the first person who approached me and offered free juice and ice tea hehehe! and one good thing.. most of my office mates come to office around 10am.. meaning.. nde na ko OP! hehehe! good thing flexi time na ako.. though im trying my best to report at 9am.. para i can go home early din.. Ü

Sunday, August 07, 2005

..Harbie's Bridal shower

last friday we had a surprise bridal shower for harbie..since the big day is on the 11th of this month..sobrang saya.. Ü pero feeling ko that night ako ung pinaka naughty..=( bcoz of my gift.. hehehe! we had so much fun.. kaso ang corny ni geri maaga umuwi.. hmpf! un lang.. Þ

..Ralph Alejandrino

last sunday..july 31, we came to meet Ralph Alejandrino at his house in kalayaan ave.
and we might make reservations as soon as we got time..hehehe!

we saw the sample albums and we find it very nice..although its not as fancy as the other albums / work that we usually see at wedding exhibits at the mall.. you will notice the elagance and simplicity complementing each other..ok pa din pala ung classic style.. as what Ralph said.. when we grow old.. we can still enjoy our wedding album with out commenting on too much software effects..Ü oo nga naman.. baka corny na sa atin un pag mejo aging na tau hehehe!

the plus factor for Ralph is that he offers a different type of guestbook.. well, at least not the usual guestbook that i've signed on and seen at the malls.. the pictures taken during the pre-nup will be used/displayed at the said guestbook.. Ü

if ever this will be our first accomplishment since apr 15.. when we got engaged..Ü

but honey.. we dont have our venue yet?..=(
we set a target date, that we MUST have our venue before aug 15.. oh wish we can beat that..Ü

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

..Christ the King Parish Church

yesterday we went to green meadows to check out their club house..since it's a holiday.. we weren't abelto talk and inquire fully.. we just visited the place and maganda sya! 300 pax capacity..then they also have an outdoor setup if we would opt for it..kaya lang feeling ko mas maliit ung outdoor..not sure..=p

then after that we went to Christ the King Parish.. =) since it's just opposite the green meadows 3 gate.. as in aaww..ganda! (para kong bata db? hehe!) it's like a bigger version of UP Church of Risen Lord. At first we wanted UP CRL to be our church.. though im having second thoughts since the place (reception) has a max cap of 200..though its just beside the church. oh db malapit.. don't know kc if we'll exceed 250, but definitely more than 200.. Ü i should smile for that hehehe!

goin back to Christ the King..i like the walkway (?) tama ba ? un ba tawag dun? that's also one of the reasons why we had to look for another church.. kc gusto ko sana ung mejo mhaba ung lalakaran ko.. =D khet na asarin pa ko ni Jeff na simulan ko daw marcha sa kalsada! tama ba un? fiancee ko inaasar akow? =p

pero u know what? UP CRL is different.. parang mas maging solemn ang ceremony with UP CRL..kc maliit lang sya..=) i don't know..feeling ko lang..

wish we can make reservations na for the chuch or venue.. i just called RJM photography.. one of the candidates for photo and video.. and gosh! they already have a booking on Apr 8, in the morning.. buti dinner ang sa amin..=(
i dont have to panic i know pero db? ang bilis talaga! feeling ko everybody's getting married..Ü

Sunday, July 24, 2005

..If only..

so..finally we were able to watch If Only..grabe ang gwapo ni Paul Nichols!!! Ü
the story is nice..mejo predictive pero may twist sa dulo..basta gwapo si Ian (Paul Nichols!)..

good thing we enjoyed the movie..thought jeff would sleep kc nga it's a love story.. i've seen the movie twice,(half-way that is) pero naiyak pa din ako sa ibang part.. especially when Ian gave the bracelet to Sam...
its nice we were able to see movies like these..to give us idea that we have so much to look forward to and that we have so many things to do for our partner and for ourselves as well.. sometimes our day to day stuff tends to be boring.. it is really our choice staying in love and keeping the relationship romantic and steady.. sometimes we tend to forget how to show our partner how much we value them..i do hope that even in small ways..i'll be able to let jeff know how much i love him.. (sniff..).. i've realized too,that no matter how hard we try to consider and please other people surrounding us..the only thing that would matter in the end would be US..in HIM.. (seryoso ba mashado? Ü)

i do pray that jeff and i, be able to surpass all trials that we are to face..now that we are engaged..i must admit that we are tested more..good thing my partner is very patient with me.. sungit ko kc.. =p and i do hope we'll continue to grow..together..

wuaini..

Thursday, July 21, 2005

F4 in SM cinema!

so much for my lonely weekend..
last monday, jeff and I went out to watch a movie.. Fantastic 4, its good. kakatawa din.. lalo na si torch..Ü (nice body huh?) un nga lang.. same typical super hero story, they'll fight the bad guy and the good guys win..good thing the effects are smoothly done hehe!

btw, my second time to watch in SM north cinema..the ones they renovated..its better and more comfy now.. well it should be for 100+ bucks fee..hehe! halata ba pag ka kurips ko? hehehe! sagot naman ni jeff..=p the floors are carpeted and the seats are a lot better than the old ones.. plus! astig din ung neon lights nila on the walls..Ü wish henry sy would pay me for these advertising..lol!

so my honey owes me one more movie.. If Only.. I remember Ria kc whenever i see JLove Hewitt ( spell?) .. wala lang.. humma berdey to ria again.. and today's my dad's beer-day too! =D

ciao!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

lonely friday..

last friday i had a terrible day.. a company, where I applied as SA, informed me that they have considered the other applicant..it was so disappointing since I really wanted to be part of their company.. aside from the fact that I wanted to work again with my friend..who happens to be their QA..sniff..=C i guess it wouldn't be that hard if i didn't hear my friend say that she really wanted to work with me again too.. sad no? drama ba?

on a brighter side..maybe i need more experience and exposure muna..baka nga naman kasi nde pa ko qualified..asa pa ko db? and there is always a better opportunity..just keep looking..Ü

since im on a bad mood.. i turned down Geri's invite for a dinner..Jeff's sick that night so he can't be with me..i wanted to visit him and take care of him pero syempre nde naman ako makapunta kasi, maistorbo ko lang sya.. he will insist na ihatid ako pauwi.. e db nga me sakit? so nde na lang ako nagpunta..

so wala ako mgawa, at down ako.. i thought of watching movie.. and i did. If Only.. the movie is good. while i enjoy the guilt of watching and my honey is sick in bed.. i had to leave at the middle of the story, stubborn lang talaga ko.. we always watch movie together.. and we have to see this again..

so to end the day.. i cried hard as soon as i entered my room.. ewan ko ba? nde naman fri the 13th.. kainis noh? buti na lang jeff's still there to comfort me..he called me to check if im home na.. baligtad db? sya na nga ung me sakit..

the next day.. saturday.. we went to anitpolo, site viewing of Maia Alta.. maganda ung subdivision, pero ang layo naman po.. at least we enjoyed the trip.. and alam ko na kung saan ang Ynares gym hehehe!

when im with jeff.. i feel safe and im stronger..Ü

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

My First Blog

at last.. i have my own blog.. where i can finally share my life details to my friends.. Ü
still a newbie so i have to familiarize my self first for the features of this blog..=p

as of now i can't think of what to write here.. except that Im happy for this one..can't wait to let my honey see this site! hehehe! surely you'll read more of us here!

i hope my friends will enjoy reading my blogs..( to come..)
so, i welcome my self and my friends who will read my first blog! Ü
and to my honey..Jetaime so much!