im sad

to continue with my last post.. we went to QC City hall last friday.. and now i know the feeling.. been to city hall many times.. and yes.. you need to be tough and alert pag nasa gobyerno ka, or your dealing w/ government employees.. kelangan alerto ka, dahil mauunahan ka sa pila.. u need to be "mataray" sometimes.. dahil ma-bluff ka lang ng mga employees and mga singit sa pila..(mean anshe..) and you need to be smart enough to ask or assume what'll happen next? where to go after this step.. your lucky if you happen to see procedures/guidelines posted in the area.. hmm.. meron naman, pero you need to ask pa din.. which will consume a couple of minutes of your time.. isipin mo pa, saan kaya ung kabilang building?? saan dun?? hay..

for these times in my life.. i can say that a lot of changes are already taking place.. im not saying that im always present for any get-together or gimmick with friends.. pero lately, twice na ko nag cancel after confirming.. i know kaka bad trip un.. pero, what can I do?? ako din naman ang naiipit.. chika with friends na nga lang ang gimmik ko, bat naman ako ndi sisipot kung wala naman big reason?.. i do hope they would understand me, it's not that I chose "some-other-things" over them, it's just that.. i know they are my friends.. hay.. that is why im so sad.. kasi wasn't able to meet my kada last friday.. dami pa namin ginawa after.. and need to to prepare stuffs since we have a full-packed sched the next day..hay na lang.. maybe guilty lang ako kaya ako sad..