some random thoughts..

its late..a lot of things are keeping me awake..
i wanted to cry.. but i know i shouldn't..there's no reason for me to cry..
but my mind just wont stop generating scenes that may or may not happen..
i am afraid.. i just don't know how tough I am..
am i just projecting that I am strong? pretending.. maybe..

i am happy and content in my life..
pero we all know its not always heaven..there would be some reasons in life that you won't be able to control.. na you just have to accept.. what if you can't accept it? that it hurts so much.. then you don't have a choice.. and since you really do love that someone.. the better thing to do is keep quite and accept you're fate..

why do people have to be so intelligent? can't we just be simple and enjoy the simple things in life? why do we have to experience things.. non-sense stuff.. para lang masabi na you lived your life fully.. why does being simple and conservative isn't cool? am neither conservative nor liberated.. just smart enough to know my limits..

i hope i can always protect the people i love from everything that could harm them..
but am pretty aware that I can't..coz they have a life to live too..
they have to experience everything that would come their way to learn..be hurt..and to be strong.

we can't always consider other people..like.. may gagawin ka tas iisipin mo muna kung ano yung ma feel ng ibang tao about it.. for as long as you want to do it, gagawin mo di ba? kasi if you always consider other people, you can never be trully happy. baket kaya hindi na lang maging happy tayo if happy yung ibang tao? sana ganon na lang ka simple..

for all my troublesome thoughts.. I entrust everything to Him.